Starting Over

Good morning

From returning to SA I have been busy for the last 5 years. Until Naankuse. But I’m willing to put it behind me.

It comes to the point of self actualization. The hierarchy. One will never be on the top of the pyramid without falling a few times.

I’m low on Serotonin. I’m just doing research everyday on psycology,criminology and the law. I wanted to study for a fitness instructor but I don’t have the energy for it. I’m still deciding what I’m going to do with my life..

Definitely not going back into the Tourism Industry. Not exciting anymore. So yeah I’m just trying to figure out what is the next step.

I just feel extremely tired from fighting against Naankuse. So I talked to my social worker about what happened. Let’s see what happens when she pops in next time…… frankly I just don’t care anymore.