My Crush

Good morning folks! I am writing about my crush today as I dreamed about him yesterday night, also I am stuck on writing! It all happened at the place I worked at. I remember him stopping with a white bakkie two children and a nanny. My heart stopped. Never have I felt like this before. He seemed quite agressive at first.or I don’t even know if it was aggressive lol..I felt butterflies going through my stomach…he talked with me..I licked my lips…I didn’t concentrate…I couldn’t…the nanny was just standing there smiling…looked a bit confused…checked them in…not long he comes back again..I could see that he 🚿 showered… and couldn’t help but to examine his body..I got the wrong room he said…I gave them the wrong room..😂😂😂 retard that I am I couldn’t focus…just extremely nervous…my Manager helped me…so after my crush left…the Manager told me to go and apologize to my crush..I couldn’t but I took the keys anyway and drove to the tent….I went to the Tent and immediately saw his wedding ring!…oh no I thought…my life is over…The only words that came out was that I’m sorry…he didn’t respond and kept playing cards with the kids ..lol..so I went back to my office… heartbroken hahah. So the next morning everything went fine I forgot about him…that is until he came back to the office to check out…again this guy makes me extremely nervous and makes me feel like a fool…again I made some mistakes…so he was all smiling…omg lol..made it worse…I looked down on my shirt and saw toothpaste….I was like sooo extremely embarrassed….so I finally checked them out…and I remember before he left he took a long stare at me…made me extremely uncomfortable..what was he thinking..I wondered..my heart sank……..I just didn’t have the guts to ask him for his Facebook as he was married…Till today I can’t forget about him