9 of Swords

So I have been stuck in house for two months now. It can make you completely negative. But I have learned allot on this journey. 1st it was my anger. I had severe anger when I’m told that I’m lying or if I got offended. I learned to control that,also remaining calm. I have learned today that even if I get mad about going to the clinic getting medicine that my mother so desperately wants, I will just do it to give her peace of mind. I wanted to drink today because I’m feeling kind of down. I have decided not too as it will upset my mother. You see it’s not about me anymore and how I feel it’s about the other person as well. This journey has told me allot about myself. And I’m very proud of the person that I’m becoming. When I tend to feel extremely low I just do a Tarot card reading to understand where this feelings come from and to give me some guidance. It really helps me allot and as a Lightworker I would love to help other people aswell on their quest to their spiritual journey and to discover their true authentic self.