Finding Common Ground and a new Perspective

Yesterday evening I was extremely negative about being in Namibia. Something triggered me in the past before I went to South Africa. I was misdiagnosed and lost everything at Naankuse Kanaan. Since that I have been dwelling in the past allot and living with my mother has not been easy. It triggered a whole lot of past experiences. I saw Namibia in the same light as before going to South Africa. I pulled two Oracle cards and it has really helped me allot. I did allot of thinking and everything makes sense. Also I’m just trying to see things in a new Perspective while I’m still living in Namibia. I won’t let the past make me see Namibia in a negative light like I used too. I don’t know how I’m going to do it but I will try my best. Common ground is definitely with my mother. We just don’t understand each other. I’m going through a hard time and I guess sometimes she just doesn’t understand it. It also her always seeing me fall and doesn’t understand it. That’s why I’m not working anymore. I’m trying to start my own business rather. I take it day by day.