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Good morning folks! I am writing about my crush today as I dreamed about him yesterday night, also I am stuck on writing! It all happened at the place I worked at. I remember him stopping with a white bakkie two children and a nanny. My heart stopped. Never have I felt like this before. He seemed quite agressive at first.or I don’t even know if it was aggressive lol..I felt butterflies going through my stomach…he talked with me..I licked my lips…I didn’t concentrate…I couldn’t…the nanny was just standing there smiling…looked a bit confused…checked them in…not long he comes back again..I could see that he 🚿 showered… and couldn’t help but to examine his body..I got the wrong room he said…I gave them the wrong room..😂😂😂 retard that I am I couldn’t focus…just extremely nervous…my Manager helped me…so after my crush left…the Manager told me to go and apologize to my crush..I couldn’t but I took the keys anyway and drove to the tent….I went to the Tent and immediately saw his wedding ring!…oh no I thought…my life is over…The only words that came out was that I’m sorry…he didn’t respond and kept playing cards with the kids ..lol..so I went back to my office… heartbroken hahah. So the next morning everything went fine I forgot about him…that is until he came back to the office to check out…again this guy makes me extremely nervous and makes me feel like a fool…again I made some mistakes…so he was all smiling…omg lol..made it worse…I looked down on my shirt and saw toothpaste….I was like sooo extremely embarrassed….so I finally checked them out…and I remember before he left he took a long stare at me…made me extremely uncomfortable..what was he thinking..I wondered..my heart sank……..I just didn’t have the guts to ask him for his Facebook as he was married…Till today I can’t forget about him

Good afternoon. What daily habits do you build. I focus on reading allot about crimes including cyberspace, Internet gambling terrorism etc. It has since helped me allot since I am depressed. Still figuring out what I want to do with my life. You can lose allot of motivation if you are misdiagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. My other Psychiatrist said I don’t have it. I just don’t have the money now for the second opinion. And all that happened at Naankuse when I refused to resign. They may as well just bribed her. Fml. Trying my hardest to cope…don’t have much support. Never had anyway…Learning new things has helped me allot. I hope this blog helps people that are in a similar situation that I’m in and not to give up hope. No matter how hard it is. I also get some discrimination from my friends as what not to post..but I honestly don’t care. Right now I’m researching what to blog next…. criminology, psycology, cyberspace crime…etc..doing something for myself not for a boss then to be told you are sick.

Good morning. First of I am from Africa. Poverty ,Religion and culture are different. African people tend to have more children however they live in poverty. Where I come from lack of contraceptive is no excuse. We have state hospitals. I believe that poverty is due to lack of Education. Now this being said how are you able to educate the children. Today I still can’t believe my mother..I told her I had sex she never mentioned contraceptive. I was 16 years old. We were poor. That’s why I’m highly against poor people having children. Was she educated..I don’t know…luckily I learned from that experience. I mean it’s my body my choice.

I still can’t wrap my head around it….African I guess. Not very smart….I remember my mother was always at work..never really there for me…that is also one of the reasons… poor people should not have children…My dad wasn’t really in my life…not that I care anymore…

I also feel sex education should be teached at school from an early age. Not always at home. When you younger you don’t think about the risk. Pregnancy is the last thing on your mind. I believe parents can be selfish. Poor people only think about the now..not the future.

Teenage girls should be educated about contraceptive. In my experience opening up to a parent did not help. Contraceptive should be available at all times in Africa. Not food.

In my experience growing up poor is your parents are barley there for you. Always at work. Not being Educated about contraceptive. Growing up with little adult supervision tends to make you go look for attention at the wrong places. I encourage you g girls who wants to experience sex to first get the contraceptive and wait at least two weeks. Parents are not always right.

Good morning. I am not a religious person I believe in the law. I believe religion has cause extreme terrorism. Also playing a role in violence against woman as men think it’s in their religion. Woman grew up with no knowledge of the law, forced in a household to believe in religion.

I believe woman should be educated. To protect themselves as the law does not always . Esp in Domestic Violence cases. Black and white people…Poor parenting skills. I have been a victim of that myself. Getting pregnant with a guy I wasn’t in love with. I also feel that children should be able to tell their parents everything. That’s what I did. I told my mother I had sex. She never mentioned contraceptive. When at 16 sex is about experimenting not love. People living in extreme poverty esp African are not as educated about contraceptive but again they believe in religion. Yeah I know religion says no intercourse before marriage. But I don’t believe in that. Also you read about Pastor’s having intercourse with underage girls. I don’t believe in abortions I believe in being Educated it all comes back to parenting skills.

Good morning.

I started my day with a glass of water. Really trying to be more healthy. I remember when I was 14, years old it said it will give you a facelift. It did work apparently. As one of my classmates asked me why are my eyes so big. Hahah. Also if you boil the water and squeeze in some lemon juice it’s also really good. I don’t drink sugar in my coffee. I’m o + which means no carbs for me except meat and veggies. Well carbs are also one of my favorites. Which makes it really hard. I live in a remote area basically on a farm with wild animals which makes it hard for me to take a long walk. I really miss living in a small town so that I can walk around or start to gym. Walking is one of my favorites. I can’t ride a bicycle 😂😂😂. I know right…lol. I also love swimming. I don’t wear make up anymore lost motivation. Thinking of experimenting with it. I only put on sunscreen everyday. That’s if I ever leave the house. I’m not a fun of the sun. I believe the sun and sugar ages you faster.

So losing weight, dying my hair metallic pink or lavender is on my bucket list. Also I am a dancer which means you should take care of your appearance. I was just in a very dark place. No motivation to take care of myself. I’m still struggling.

My health tips would be. Stay away from sugar the sun and carbs.

The environment I am currently in also plays a big role it makes me kinda depressed. My mother is like eat more..uurg but at least she stopped now. I don’t think she means any harm tho

Do you have any health tips you would like to share. Please comment and also if you liked this blog, follow me for more

Has anybody told you before you have so much potential? I’ve been told that a dozen of times before…Yet I never asked in what do I have potential. I’ve been in the office working my way up to Assistant Manager. What I’m trying to say is I have lost motivation in the Tourism Industry. It’s not my scene anymore. I’m trying to cope by blogging and I want to share my experiences with the world. Im more motivated by getting the word out.

I don’t feel any fear tho as to trying something new. But the lack of motivation is there. My experiences has made me stronger and to care less of what people think. I tried keeping my parents happy just to work work work work without catching a break. Everything I did was by myself. I’ve been misdiagnosed but can’t afford for a second opinion. I’d like to start with that. Personally I don’t think you have to work just to keep your parents happy. It all starts with support and what you want in your life. If you need a break so be it. Work places can treat one like trash. And I’m done with that.

Good morning

From returning to SA I have been busy for the last 5 years. Until Naankuse. But I’m willing to put it behind me.

It comes to the point of self actualization. The hierarchy. One will never be on the top of the pyramid without falling a few times.

I’m low on Serotonin. I’m just doing research everyday on psycology,criminology and the law. I wanted to study for a fitness instructor but I don’t have the energy for it. I’m still deciding what I’m going to do with my life..

Definitely not going back into the Tourism Industry. Not exciting anymore. So yeah I’m just trying to figure out what is the next step.

I just feel extremely tired from fighting against Naankuse. So I talked to my social worker about what happened. Let’s see what happens when she pops in next time…… frankly I just don’t care anymore.

Good morning

First of all I would like to thank Germany for reading my blog as well.

I am South African living in Namibia. We all know how bad things are in SA right now. Can’t go back and it makes me really sad. I’m actually kind of annoyed and bored in Namibia. I don’t have a driver’s license as fear of driving. done with the Tourism Industry die to my last experience. Right now I’m trying to figure out what I’m going to do. It’s not easy I have lost a bit of motivation

I would say I’m a morning person. Always excited about the new day. Blogging is no1 for me. I’m also a really energetic person. So I googled jobs for energetic people 😅. It would be cool to be my own boss. So I’m still thinking of Ideas. You are welcome to comment if you have any for me. Only fans I don’t no. As I’m still trying to figure that one out. Hahaha. So today I think I’m going to figure out what I can study. How to make my own money etc. Brainstorm. Let me know what you guys think Greetings

Good morning 🌞 started my day with Rob Zombie and Trance music. Feeling energetic.

Hyped because I started blogging. I love evenings and mornings. I used to study on 5 fm between midnight and 4 o clock. They used to play really chilled music. What’s your favorite way to start the day? Wouldn’t mind hitting the gym right now. Be more productive. Then maybe study something afterwards. Which I don’t know what maybe forensics. To my younger self lol. Like interviewing series killers would be cool. So this day will be quite productive. My own

secret lol. Wouldn’t mind tuning into 5fm and making me a cup of coffee. Living with my mother…so can’t hopefully she is starting to work at 6 o clock. So I saw USA and Ireland has been on my blog. Thank you. Much appreciated. I’m new to this. So don’t be afraid to comment and give some advice or if you have any questions. The time right now in

Namibia is 04:13. It’s still really dark.

I’m 33 I live with my mother. I have lost my motivation to work. Due to a horrible experience at Naankuse. From my blog Troubleshooting. I’m talking to my social worker I want to open up a case. I also feel I want to help others that are in a similar

position or find it hard to cope. I feel that as a person you don’t need to feel ashamed or all alone. If you can’t open up to your parents find a solution or go online. Don’t give up hope. Living with my mother is not easy. It’s miserable. But I feel safe. And it’s also good to clear my head. I was in the Touriism Industry for 5 years. Right now I am done with that industry. For me it’s BS. Working for a boss is Bs. From my experience. I’m busy with the social worker. Will give you guys an update later